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So.. this is my first blog. I don't know why i'm doing this but then again - why not? It sometimes helps to get your feelings out and all the thoughts that are going through your head, good or bad. It's currently early as fuck on a Tuesday morning. I dislike Tuesday. I do not know why. Recently i've come to realise who in my life is important to me, and who is not. I hate people thinking they know me so well, when really they've not even scratched the surface. Mainly because i won't let them. What's the point? I'm not a negative person, just generally things get thrown back in your face most of the time. You work so hard for someone and maybe they won't notice, or worse - it's not enough. wankwankwankfuckshitcuntfuckshit. Oh well. I believe that everything happens for a reason, even if it's something terrible. Yes, my blog has no consitency.
I think that trust is one of the most important things you can have with someone, and when it's gone, it's gone. Without trust there is nothing. I hate people who misuse trust, and throw it about like some sort of toy. I hate people who betray your trust. Especially people who you'd of thought wouldn't. I hate being accused of things by people i thought would've known better. I hate being let down. I come across all easy going and confident and people genuinely think that. People don't seem to realise alot of things bother me, most likely because i won't enlighten them, no point though is there. Who's ready to listen to someone else, without relating back to themselves, about how that happened to them, or that made them think of something else. I hate people who claim to not be hypocrites, fuck you all. I love music with meaning, that provokes thought and makes you feel something inside albeit wanting to punch someones face to the floor or just generally smitten. I like smitten, smitten is a good feeling. I don't think enough people are smitten. I love my bands and my promotions company, it feels good to be doing something that makes a difference. If you haven't heard www.myspace.com/rosametal you're definately missing out. Not in a fat headed way, cause we're ''shit and emo'' apparently. Make your own mind up. There'll be something you'll like. It's my life and soul and the lads are my brothers. They make me happy. Other happy things include: post hardcore, grant, freckles, pictures, nights at dawes, long lies, sleeping all day, actually sleeping, learning, reading, being smitten, HxC, 70's and 80's tunage! weetabix, and fuck grammar it's 2:30 am motherfucked. I am not impressed i've spent half an hour writing shit no one will read. =]